I did something today I am not completely proud of. I might be happier after this, but I am not completely sure of it.

I feel I have let someone down terribly tho she has constantly reassured me otherwise. With all the faith she had put in with me, in some sense I wish I have betrayed her.

It was a strange day nonetheless. I do still think that I am too trusting and naive for my own good and that I sway so easily (not just to Frank)

After having my books fall onto my head for the umpteen time, I think I really need to stop buying books for the interim period

Besides the fact that I have an obscene amount of unread books, my shelf is way to full that my poor books are literally shoved into it like sardines in a can. I have been meaning to go and buy another book shelf for quite a long while now; but procrastination has chosen to rule supreme.

Previously, I bought a shelf for my cds and dvds, and it still remains in pieces, unopened in its box while my cds and dvds are somewhere in the abyss called My Room.

All efforts to reorganise / redecorate / rework my room has thus far been terrible unsuccessful. The vigor and excitement from redoing in time for Chinese New Year could not fizzle any faster than if one was to pour a bucket of water.

Will anyone offer to crack the whip on me?