And so, this is the next chapter in her life. I wish her all the best and I pray that I will be able to live up to being the best aunt that Angel can ever have.

I cannot wait to see her and I already know my heart belongs to this lil Angel

Aimlessly walking around the central does nothing to soothe the dull ache in my chest. It felt like I was missing an essential part of myself.

Ralphie travelled with me everywhere but I never really took her out, something which I kept harping on. My mind kept running back to that. That I didn’t treat her well. She worked too much like me too; with no rest for the weary.

I was needlessly trying to remember what photos were on the sd card that I had lost with my dear Raphie. I’m moved from being mostly torn up by the lost of Ralphie to  now the main concern being the lost of the photos. As my cousin said, the photos are irreplacable. I thought of my ‘vacation’ photos, of an event I attended, a dinner with friends. Photo moments I will never get back. It cut so deep within me.

I just seem to be hoping by some miracle it will suddenly turn up some where.